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[21 Mar 2004|09:04pm] new LJ.. the user name is.... slut0nstrike whoop 1 comment|post comment

[21 Mar 2004|01:41pm] i got a new LJ.. this one is being gay.. why do LJ's alway fuck out on people.. niggers post comment

blah fucking blah [21 Mar 2004|01:38pm] [ mood | angry ] yeah.. im this fucking bored.......... uhg. fucking don. what a cunt. who sews people for battery??? rich ass asian fags like don do! god damn it! im so pissed off now! i should break another one of his cunt ass bones. post comment

FUCK YEAH NIGGA! [21 Mar 2004|01:35pm] [ mood | hyper ] sluts on strike just jammed! indeed it was a kick ass practice. we completed 2 kickin ass songs. fo sho! man o man.. we be pimp shit! post comment

FUCK ME!!! [21 Mar 2004|12:13pm] [ mood | lonely ] I'm not even worth it. Infact, im worthless. well, thats life... might as well face the facts 4 comments|post comment

i cant belive how i was fooled like this... [21 Mar 2004|12:00pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | pure silence ] is it because im not perfect? is it because im not pretty? is it because my head is shaved? is it because im not a constant emo trip? is it because im myself no matter what? is it cause i misuderstood something? is it because im sorry? is it because im not sorry? is it beause im a bitch? is it beause im just their? is it because im lonely? is it because im a slut? or is it because im not brittani?... i was fooled. hurt. and acted as if nothing even happend. how could you think so heartlessly towards me? its over now. but its you who tricked me. i still wish it could just be okay agian... in mot emo.. im sad. END OF STORY! 4 comments|post comment

well im a faggot [20 Mar 2004|05:56pm] [ mood | pissed off ] well oviously theirs been some sort of misunderstanding. i suposidly spoke with julianna like 2 days ago or some shit and she broke up with me. and now im hearing it wasnt her online and it was someone else. so why is everyone being all gay and blameing me for that shit. i didnt even do anything. so whatever people, im not going to get into that shit. i still wanna be her friend or whatever. its over now. im better off alone anyways.... and shes better off with someone above my standards. post comment

uhm.. your mom... [20 Mar 2004|02:38pm] [ mood | hot ] hi 2 comments|post comment

[19 Mar 2004|11:59am] [ mood | amused ] what a day indeed. today alex CAME OUT.. of the closet of course. hes a homo. i new it all along. but i didnt know him and harvey were getting kinky with pine cones. ahahahhaha. well thats it. bub bye 4 comments|post comment

blah fucking blah [18 Mar 2004|10:03pm] [ mood | pissed off ] yeah.. drama is so fucking stupid! why do people bother? i meen seriously i dont care! and i honestly dont want people pouring their fucking life storys on me! DRAMA IS FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO LIFE AND CANT GET ONE! i on the other hand have a life. and i dont give a fuck about everyones problems. so people shut the fuck up! EMO kids make me sick! 3 comments|post comment

sluts on strike [18 Mar 2004|08:13pm] [ music | the casualties ~ punk rock love ] OBEY! post comment

poop [18 Mar 2004|06:49pm] [ mood | oh okay ] tosay was gangsta. ahaha. uhmmm i did schooling with my teacher at my house.. well dur home schooling. then i went to emilys then emily and i went to my house and went swiming. we hung out. then went swimming again. then the lovely brittany brown stopped by and we chatted for awhile. then me and emily went swimming again. then i dyed emilys hair. then uhhh here we are.. yeah i got a little sun burnt. oh my poor poor extreamly white albino skin. post comment

TIM SO BORED............. [17 Mar 2004|09:31pm] [ mood | bouncy ] ohh yeah baby! Full Name?: Monica Rae Smith Birthday?: 9-30-89 Horoscope?: libra Sex?: FEmale Writing hand?: right School/grade?: 9 Height?: a little over 5'6 i asume Eye color?: blue Natural hair color?: dirty blonde Current hair color?: dirty blonde.. uhg Desired hair color?: purple.. like it was Piercings?: ears.. lip.. all together 9 Tattoos?: black star on knee Languages?: english Online Journal?: oviously Current status?: JULIANNA.. WHOOOOOOOOO Are you happy?: when i get what i want i am Turn ons?: hotness Current crush?: julianna How far have you ever gone?: to what? Family: mom dad sister brother Mom?: diana Dad?: bob Brothers?: "ADAM THE GREAT" Sisters?: angie Are your parents together?: yep... Step-family?: nope.. Pets?: dog (bell), birdy (spike) Religon?: atheist Family's religion?: christan Is your family close?: AHhahHAHhahHAHha! no... well me and adam are kinda.. Sex Facts Sexual status?: huh? First Kiss?: long ass time ago Age you lost your virginity?: the very month i turned 14 Firsts Crush?: dunno Love?: jason :( .... R.I.P my darling Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: uhh.. i dunno......... Bestfriend?: my dog bell, my bird spike, julianna, british, brianna, ciera, and SARA! Favorites Color?: purple and green Book?: u... beats me?!?!??! Song?: alot of those.. whooo Singer/Band?: a junk load Actor/Actress?: fuck actors TV Show?: family guy and futurama Movie?: i dunno Magazine?: what magazine? Person to talk to?: one of my buddys of course Person to kiss?: JULIANNA! (wink wink) Person to hug?: whover Quote?: "you do know you sitting on my cock" ahaha Place to go out?: briannas hizouse. fo sho This or that Night/Day?: BOTH Spring/Summer?: summer Fall/Winter?: FALL Silver/Gold?: GREEN Webjournal/Handwritten journal?: WebJournal Guys/Girls?: girls and guys.. fo sho Sleeping/Eating?: eating and sleeping Opinion on Abortion?: for it Love at first site?: sure why not Rules?: i dunno i dont follow them Gay Marriage: go for it Friends Loudest?: sara, julianna, brianna, rios Craziest?: rios, brianna, sara, julianna, ciera Funniest?: brianna, julianna, rios Cutest?: sara, brianna, julianna Most sensitive?: brittani? Weirdest?: rios, sara, brianna Most creative?: julianna Best dresser?: me! ahahhaha Best dancer?: ciera Best singer?: brianna and juliana Best listener?: britani, sara Most talkative?: sara, rios, brittani, juliana, ciera and of course me Last car ride: with mom going to taco bell Last kiss: julianna Last good cry: a long time ago Last library book checked out: last month Last movie seen: dropkick murphys live in boston Last cuss word uttered: fuck you nigger bitch Last beverage drank: coke Last food consumed: taco bell Last crush: uhmmm... i dunno Last phone call: brianna Last TV show watched: king of the hill Last time showered: last night Last shoes worn: boots Last CD played: "dropkick murphys".. cd title "the gangs all here" Last item bought: taco bell Last downloaded: .. dont worry about it Last anoyance: sales guy on the phone Last disappointment: any and all of my relationships, braking a guitar string Last soda drank: coke Last thing written: coke Last key used: shut up Last words spoken: "what a faggot" Last sleep: just this afternoon Last IM: ricky Last ice cream eaten: push up Last time amused: just now infact ahhahahhahha Last time wanting to die: foreverago Last time in love: jason :( still brings a tear to my eye... Last time hugged: today Last time resentful: today Last chair sat in: computer chair Last lipstick used: never Last underwear worn: boxers Last time dancing: last show Last poster looked at: my slayer one Last web page visited: somebodys lj 1 MINUTE AGO: answering this thingy 1 HOUR AGO: talking to frank 1 DAY AGO: nothing much 1 WEEK AGO: was pretty cool 1YEARAGO: fuck if i know I LOVE: guitar I HATE: a lot I FEAR: things, spiders I HOPE: my simple goals can be reached before i die I FEEL: bored I HIDE: whatever i don't want people to know I DRIVE: jbs car I MISS: being a kid I LEARNED: yeah right I NEED: somebody I THINK: rarely Currently Wearing?: jeans, slayer sweater Eating/Drinking?: nothing Talking to?: amanda and jb Craving?: something to do Annoyance?: dad Listening to/Watching?: dad yell Reading?: the screen Thinking about?: secrets Where are you?: at my house post comment

[17 Mar 2004|07:47pm] [ mood | UHH ] me and rios are goin to the dropkick murphy show this weekend! THAT BETTER MAKE UP FOR THE GOOD TIME I MISSED TODAY AT THE CAUSALTIES SHOW THAT I DIDNT GET TO GO TO! parents are my enemy...   post comment

ohhh the sounds of revenge [17 Mar 2004|07:44pm] [ mood | infuriated ] well. i just got back from counseling. im completely pissed off. no im VERY pissed off. i wanted to go to the fucking casualties show so bad. but noo0o0o0o0o0! my fucking mom had no money. i looked, cause i was gunna take. everything was all good. but i come to find my parents are broke. and i was litterally forced to counseling. those faggots. they will pay! BYE! post comment

uhmmmmm [17 Mar 2004|11:03am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | the casualties ~ authority is dead ] well, my mother said that she doesnt think i should go to the casualties show tonight. but when has she ever stoped me? im going to say im going to the movies and get like 20 bucks. barts 10 bucks, the show is 10 bucks. so it works out splended. yepp. rios you better come over after school. the show WILL be off the fucking hook! fo sho! late.. 2 comments|post comment

here we go agian [16 Mar 2004|07:43pm] [ mood | bitchy ] i am extreamly bored, and im expecting a cop to show up soon. the cop is suposed to take a picture of my little bitty scar and my boots that i thrashed dons face with. yeah, we found out don is a rich bitch. so there for he might sew us. i know for a fact were going to court now. all i need to know to clarify this is from the words of the cop. i might go to jail. i might loose alot of my mom and dads money, i dunno. i cant really say until the cop comes by to tell me what sir donalds actions will be. and all i gotta say is. dons not such a bad ass now huh... hahahaha! im such a bitch... SLUTS ON STRIKE! fo sho! 1 comment|post comment

well, well, well... in a heart breaker huh? [16 Mar 2004|04:16pm] [ mood | aggravated ] well, that faggot ass don kid i beat up called the cops on me. im being charged for battery. and yeah, hes in the hospital cause i broke his nose. hahaha!.. im grounded until tomorrow. im going to see the casualties tomorrow. ohh great fun it will be. peace! post comment

FO SHO [16 Mar 2004|02:22pm] [ mood | satisfied ] yesterday like 2187496539`283 people came over and chilled like all day. but today i was home all alone. well i slept most the time anyway. i got up and went to lunch at irvington. and faggot ass don neuen (spelling) some asian son of a bitch trys to rip my beanie off as if it were funny. well rios told adam and me and rios and a shit load of people aproach him. and each word he said pissed me off more and more. so i staight up socked him in the face. and some kid named sally (adams friend) jumped on his back and he fell over. and thankfully i was wearing my steal toe boots so i could kick his ribs in. then we all walk back to the school after don runs away crying. abput 10 minutes later elliot runs up to me and said "if i were you id get the fuck outta here" and i was all "uhh okay. " so me and rios scampered off. but we came acroos don and a million homies behind him. one of them goes ohh don which one hit you.? and little black eyed don points at me. they laugh. and me and rios just walked away. i walked home. and ate some food. haha what a day. all i gotta say is... YOU DONT FUCK WITH MONICA SMITH! CAUSE YOU CANT GET AWAY WITH IT! GOT THAT! 2 comments|post comment

BLAH BLAH BLAH [14 Mar 2004|12:08pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | dropkick murphys ~ for boston ] well i just woke up not so long ago. and i ate some easy mac. yeah. last night was fun. i went to briannas house and we went to the train tracks and it was like a party. their was like 100 people their. we all got drunk and high. so it was indeed a good time. i got to see ciera and julianna, and that made my day. im pretty tired. last night wore me out. the second my mom came to get me she was all "you smell like beer and weed. are you drunk? are you high?" and i just replied with a "uhhh... maybe.." and she was all "well, figures" acting like she proved me wrong or something. i woke up with a minor cold and a throbing head. but some advil took care of that... 2 comments|post comment

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